Two cents on becoming a vegan

We are both are vegans & we love it! Before that, we were vegetarians for more than 10 years. I feel when I was becoming a vegan, this is when I really woke up!

Becoming a vegan is a decision, and as with many decisions in life, you have to make it yourself. If you need information on why to start a plant-based diet, there is so much information is available for you. Also, there is lots of material, why not to go vegan. I hope this story helps somebody who is in limbo. If not that, then I hope it at least a fun reading of somebody’s personal story.

How it all started

I became a vegetarian or rather a pescetarian ( I ate fish sometimes) in 2008. It actually happened by a surprise. I saw a really vile movie made by the Animal Liberation Front. I remember the public free viewing in the local library still so clearly, as if it was just yesterday. The show hall was full and I remember myself crying a lot and shielding my eyes from the cruelty. The movie was mostly filmed secretly by activists and presented the relentless animal abuse in many institutions. After watching the movie, I knew I had to stop eating meat. I didn’t want to participate in such a heart-breaking killing of animals anymore.

The shift was difficult of course. In Estonia in 2008, there were very few food options for a vegetarian. Of course, the beans and lentils were available, but since I didn’t like them, I didn’t have many options. While eating out the main meatless meal you were a tomato-cucumber, onion, and iceberg salad. Not very exciting, isn’t it?

I have always been a big animal lover, so for me going vegetarian wasn’t really so surprising. Though at that time, I really knew nothing about being a vegetarian! My new lifestyle didn’t mean I was instantly meat-free, I had some bites of meat in the next few months. I didn’t know what to replace meat with to get enough nutrients to obtain a healthy lifestyle. Or what to cook as a vegetarian – no, no, no. It was all if I can put it like that, lots of bulls**t! I even didn’t eat beans, so I wonder what I was eating at all then. Healthy eating wasn’t even a thought in my mind, but instead, my wish was not to consume dead animals. Eating was just for surviving not a pleasure.

Is becoming a vegan difficult?

It took me seven years to become a vegan. Why so long? I always thought that vegans were something superior. I was looking at them like they were a special species, thinking that I could never be one! Life intervened and once in 2015, I participated at a local Animal Protection Society’s summer days. The girl responsible for cooking the meals for us for two days was vegan. I approached her and asked “how difficult is it to be a vegan and what does it really mean’’? She said, that it is giving up all animal-derived products, like milk, cream, yogurt, cheese, eggs, and honey in addiction to meat”. I thought, well…that is not so difficult and I could give it a try.

The beginning of my life as a vegan, wasn’t so easy, as to be expected. I have always been into creamy cakes and sweets, and those usually have cream, cream cheese, butter and eggs in them. Little by little, I tried to become vegan, but I still had some cake every now and then.

Therefore I wasn’t really counting myself fully vegan until in 2016 when I saw another movie – wrong! –  I saw a 3-second clip of the “Earthlings” trailer. The disturbing part wasn’t even connected to the eating of animals, but abusing them for human needs. I am telling you if you have balls, do please watch it, but I can’t watch that movie. I have nothing to be afraid of anymore because I already have given up milk, eggs, cheese, meat, and even honey. It is just that I know I would ball my eyes out and I would be traumatized for all those animals, who are slaughtered or abused by people. This is why I can’t watch “Earthlings”.

How does it feel to be vegan?

So yeah, I have been vegan for more than two years now, so what has changed? I definitely pay more attention to what I eat. I eat more greens, more than I ever ate when omnivore or pescetarian, I eat more beans and nuts, which are really necessary for maintaining good health and I definitely cook more, therefore eating fewer preservatives, salt, and unnecessary food additives. Next, to the fact that I am feeling good, I love the variety of recipes, which I am constantly discovering thanks to the group of likeminded people around me in the virtual world.

When I was a vegetarian I wasn’t really thinking so much of the environment. When I become vegan this matter changed a lot. I appreciate Mother Earth much more for giving me all these beautiful plants to eat and feel good. I do not want to create more garbage, I want to save food and lives. Becoming vegan has made me love the environment more!

What is the moral of this story – be who you are, make your own discoveries, educate yourself, try different foods, do not tell others how to eat and also don’t always try to eat food from a vegan’s plate. 😉